Life, suspended.
It’s been awhile since I’ve written a longer post – as usual
what can I attribute to it other than being busy. But I’ve said this many a
times before that it is more of priority and interest and not so much busy.
Sure I am busy, but not busy enough to not eat, talk or even see my friends.
Hence sometimes I feel that whatever little energy that I have, I would rather
do something else. For example, sleeping. And that I did.
So now that I’ve slept and feeling slightly refreshed, I can
really sit down and write a little more on the updates – nothing new is
happening apart from more and more work. So there have been a lot of bad news
after bad news, one can just do nothing but to live it through. What else can I
say? There’s really nothing in the horizon as far as the eyes can see and even
though I am feeling like I am wasting all my youth and energy away, I can do
nothing but just flow along. After all, the money is somewhat decent – all I am
focused with is to try and save as much monies as possible. For what, I know
but when and how, I don’t know yet. In between I must confess that I have
fallen off the wagon, unnecessary expenditure due to minor depression (2 x new
clutches, 1 x super expensive tie, new pants and jacket – all which I don’t
need but just buy)
I just really want to run away, far far away from all this
but I don’t have the courage to do so. I hate myself for feeling that way. But
that’s my own demon to deal with. But on the plus point, I am also beginning to
let go of monies – I feel really good donating them to charities that I feel
close to my heart. I am not trying to brag about what I did but I want to
implore you to do the same. It’s not easy to give up some chunks of monies but
think about how lucky you are compared to other people.
This is the only thing that keeps me grounded – even if I am
not making full use of the great life that God has given me, I am at least in
my own little ways help other to better. At least make one day better for them
even if I can’t change their lives completely.
I won’t pretend to preach or to be the greatest guy in the whole world –
I have my own weaknesses but evil I try not to be.
Not my ads, not my fashion and not my usual rubbish will be
of any use and value when I die but I hope to continue to do this, at least it
is the most meaningful thing that I do.
It can help change the evil that is created by man.
Focused on combating the global sex slave trade
through supporting the rescue, rehabilitation, and reintegration of the
victims and through raising global awareness on the issue. The
foundation funds more than 10 organizations in various parts of the
world that are combating sexual slavery and human trafficking in the field. These include groups that are rescuing girls from brothels, offering them shelter and safety, providing them with basic education, and helping them reintegrate into new communities when their healing processes are complete.
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