I am Thompson Boy

I know I have been saying that after awhile and with age, it doesn't matter what you do and how you look. Been very accepting the fact the weight will go up and the skin and ass will go down. While it's good to not be overly crazy about perfection, something that I am not after for myself nor for anyone else - I do think that a little care is in order. I do not like seeing myself in the mirror, the bulge - (not that bulge) is not looking good and coupled with clothes sizes ranging from XS to S, all you can see is my 3 months eternal pregnancy. So forget some of the food, cut down the quantity and go back to running. It's boring but it's necessary. I still don't think I will ever be hot but I don't want to be not. Being healthy is a good thing as well, I guess. Let's try!  

It's always interesting (and sometimes sad) when conversations turn to money and I felt very misunderstood sometimes when it comes to that subject but then again I don't think there is a person in the world that truly knows you, maybe my parents do. In fact they know me better than I give them credit for. I know it's common belief that I spend alot of my hard earned cash into buying clothes and accessories - ok so who am I kidding, I even described myself as obsessed with frivolous things such a belt or cute bag - but liking something doesn't mean I am buying it. Or in my case, the ability to purchase them. I have to say that looking back at all my past posts, it feels good to know that I have grown and move on from many things and one of the nicest part is the ability to buy certain things now as opposed to just wanting back then. However that doesn't mean that I am buying till the cow come home - not at all sir. I save and I usually splurge on one or two large tic...