do and be damned, don't do and be damned

So I was in a situation that I felt like there is not much of a choice. Well to think about it again, there is always a choice. Just that whatever choice that I choose seemed to be no good for me. Case in point was the BOY posted a picture of his car, quite smashed up.

I didn't know what to think. We were involved in a minoraccident when we were together and I can imagined how panickey he can get about it. Though he more gracious about it after compared to me. He is a careful driver but lousy. Especially under pressure. But the latest accident happened and he is alive enough to share it with everyone so I figured I couldn't be bothered. Besides he chosed not to give me his number after I lost all my contacts so why should I initiate contact, right?

Then when I ask someone whom I am quite ok close to about him, she didn't know about the accident. All she mentioned was that he still talks about me now and then. Ok fine. So what do I do? Do I hate him that much to wish him ill? Nope. I also remembered how he totally ignored me when I told him I miss him dead much back then.

So I send him a message via FB. So he replied. I really don't know whats the point of this. I guess we all do things sometimes without much of a point sometimes. Even if there is a point, you still don't feel like coming out as a winner. Kinda like our country. You express a point but at a cost but if you keep quiet, nothing will change. So better do and be damned, then.