Killing myself

I believe something are destined. I wasn't feeling really up to anything (given the fact it was Monday) and it was pouring as I dashed back home. The mood wasn't that great as it is, the usual pub like always filled with the same sort of people, doing the same sort of thing - neck down, hands up, all eyes on their iCrack. Nevermind.

Then there's the annoying cigarette smoke, yes it's annoying to me that in a group of ten, I am the sore thumb out not puffing out anything. Hence my clothes and lungs naturally inherit all the second hand smoke. Fine.

So went back and try to tinker around before I go to bed. I fell deeper and deeper in what I suspect as depression. Yes, children. I am officially depressed and I am stuck there. So fuck that diet. Went and ate instant noodle in the middle of night. And had a banana as well while I was at it. Then I was happy for awhile. Can sleep. Best. I know this is hardly attractive but I don't care. There's alot of things that I don't care these days anyway.

And today I want to eat McDonalds's Spicy Chicken McDeluxe and make that double.

Photobucket
Photo credit: http://www.flickr.com/photos/mikoshka_benuch/3527147749

Comments

J said…
sometimes you just gotta f**k it!!!
6:54 PM
QUIK! said…
omg gurl wait for me i want Spicy Chicken McDeluxe DOUBLE.
12:11 AM
kidz said…
erm... isnt that a little extreme? =p i mean food is still okay, u can burned it, but smoking... well minimal or none wud definitely be best.. =)
3:05 AM
Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Do you remember?

Image
Of late, I have been home consistently early (my definition of early is different very lar) and one of the things that I've noticed on TV was the return of shows from the past. I suppose kids/cikus these days might not know but those who are somewhat old enough in the 90s will know this - back in the day we don't even have more than 5 TV channels and there was no Internet nor iPhone or anything else. Any form of entertainment on TV - Chinese language would either came from Hong Kong (in VHS tape, TV series) or locally produced. Back then HVD was the giant production house who produced tons of Chinese and Malay TV series. Looking back, the quality aint that bad - just that I noticed guys back then like to wear vest, oversized clothing, some even have suspenders, funny glasses and floppy hair. But of course the good times (and bad fashion) has to end, HVD went kaput during 1997's recession and all the actors lost their job. Most of them either tried their luck overseas or wen...
Read more

Why I wanna marry - Dr Chris Naunton

Image
No need to explain. He has beard, brain and loves history. Seriously, would you marry me? How do I find these lovely guys? Well for once, try stop watching E! for once and try educational channels and documentaries. Thats where you find some brains and these days, geeks are hot. Dr Chris Naunton has been a member of the Society's staff since 2001 and its Director since 2012. Chris is responsible for the day-to-day running of the Society’s affairs, ensuring 
that 
a 
long‐term 
strategy 
is 
in 
place 
and that 
 
its 
core 
purpose
 and 
values are 
 articulated and consistently 
applied 
across
 the 
organisation. In 2012 Chris presented the BBC documentary Flinders Petrie: ‘ The Man Who Discovered Egypt ’ and was recently the lead Egyptologist on a new investigation into the death and burial of Tutankhamun for a TV film which was broadcast on Channel 4 in the UK as ' Tutankhamun: The Mystery of the Burnt Mummy ' and globally under various other names during 2...
Read more