I miss you

Something that I really wanted to tell him - I miss you, I miss you. I really really miss you.

I called him up at midnight yesterday. No answer. What was I expecting? I cowardly switch off my phone.

He asked about the call in the morning. I didn't say much later on.

I can't tell anyone that I miss you. Not on FB. Not on Twitter. Not to my friends or those who are concerned. It's not something to talk about. You are supposed to be strong and carry on.

I miss you.

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