Full circle, broken hearted once again. I was scared at first but I knew I had to try.
At the end, no questions were asked. I am at the stage and point of my life that I knew I gave everything that I could, did and tried everything and there will be things that I cannot change. It's not a matter of how much you give, try and change. Sometimes I wondered why I bothered but as long as I still breathe, I cannot just not try.
All I wanted was a nice boy to love me. As much as I love him. But for some, that is too darn difficult.