It's NOT right but it's OK

I must confess that one of my many weaknesses is the tendency to go around a bush or five or need 50 lines just to say one thing. Is that annoying the tits of any of you? Well,

1. I did have the test concall on Saturday morning. Yes, woke up at 6.30am to the office.
2. I am having a very hard time lately at work.
3. I think when I said I love my job - it refers to the type of work and the industry that I am. Not neccessarily mean the exact account, location, clients, projects or even bosses.
4. Yes, someone is giving me a very hard time lately.
5. I have chosen not to dwell and talk about it (esp in details here). Not because I am afraid of someone finding out (I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK) but no one wants to listen to a complain queen.
6. I have so many thoughts but I am really tired. Mentally tired to be bothered to do any writing.
7. It's all good thoughts.

So, here's what I'll do.

1. Still go to bed, in fact I am all dressed up for it. Me and my PJs.
2. Look forward going to the office.
3. I know what doesn't kill me will make me stronger.
4. I know that I am stronger already. One year ago, I wouldn't have slept a wink.
5. Tell myself that I am beautiful and fabulous.
6. Repeat step 5
7. Repeat step 6
8. I have my pack of Malboro menthol 20s. No, I am not going back to smoking. I just need a 'vacation'.
9. I need to talk to someone about it. No, I am not going to bother a friend. A stranger maybe.
10. Yes, girls...I am on crack.

Wish me luck, boys and girls.